arrghh

underneath and it's not far away enough yet
2 digits away from dialing by memory (mistake)
my heart jumped yesterday and what would you have said?
I realized by the zero that I was calling the completely wrong person.

I am TIRED of doing everything alone.
Tired of not knowing and having to ask about brake sensors
and shingles and why can't anyone else mop the kitchen floor?
Cuz there ain't no one else here, that's why.
I'm glad I'm not unhappy and trapped but
man, it would sure be nice to be in like.