whither or weather

If once deemed untrustworthy,
is that a flag that's always worn
a flagrant mark that still holds scorn
despite the burst of heart within?

$5.25 pints of luke warm draught
leave impressions of dimples
and buoyant eyes. A place that
will always hold me.
If I could, I would lie horizontal to tell truths,
how nothing means much more to me than
our kind of understanding (it seems
I will always need to explain).

He tells me it's silly that I tell all here
like the worst Nelly Furtado song
I even can't pronounce promiscouis when drunk
let alone spell it.