May 23, 2007

one great city!

That was a bad effing idea trying to look for some kind of closure.
All I want is one glimpse of sorrow for it all. The smallest apology.
I've been told enough already all that is wrong, why I don't matter,
how everything I believe in is blemished and unbelievable.
It's been a hard day today, I watch my overgrown lawn
keep overgrowing while the grey skies threaten blankets and
immobility. The thought that someone hates me so much really
knocks the wind out of a girl, you know? I will die confused and
disheartened by this one. There is way too much hurt.

A rainy day tune ~ you'll have to tell me if it doesn't work though cuz my sound card drivers are AWOL since the big reformat. Sigh.

9 Comments:

At 9:09 a.m., Blogger greeneggsandtam said...

Hey Nicola!
I know we don't know each other too well but I sure wish I could find some words to make you feel better.

 
At 10:25 a.m., Blogger miss.nicola said...

Thanks Tam, that helped. And today's a much better day anyway. Fuck 'em - what really matters is if that song works.

 
At 11:50 a.m., Blogger greeneggsandtam said...

Excellent song. I heard it awhile ago and laughed all day about it. I'm having a BBQ/bonfire on Saturday to celebrate my impending old age. You are more than welcome to join in.

 
At 1:09 p.m., Blogger miss.nicola said...

That would be lovely! I've got a steak night to go to for a while, but can you email me your addess/phone number and I'll stop by after dinner? Woo hoo!

 
At 4:06 p.m., Blogger greeneggsandtam said...

Excellent idea. I've sent it to Anita.

 
At 9:46 p.m., Blogger miss.nicola said...

Right on. I should feign misery more often. Apparently it gets you into all the cool parties :)

 
At 12:51 a.m., Anonymous Anonymous said...

OMG!! It's the Weakerthans! I love it:) I was just checking out your blog and I listened to the song, and lo and behold....It's John. Hi miss Nicola

 
At 10:01 p.m., Blogger miss.nicola said...

I don't know who wrote this... :(

kristen???

 
At 2:10 a.m., Anonymous Anonymous said...

Bingo!! Hahaha Hope you had a good week off chica

 

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